Fear

Fear,
It is something always remains ever present in every goal.
It is that chill down your spine, Those goosebumps you get as if you were walking through barren frozen wastes.
It does not leave. It remains with you at all costs, in your head, your very mind that controls your actions.
It influences you, it sways you towards the direction it wants you to. It's a giant trap.
It is an evil genius, a mastermind that knows exactly what makes you tick. It knows exactly what you desire and wants to take you away from it.
Fear however can be fought, you can prove it wrong and show what you can do...

Just thoughts pondering my mind. Fear is something that exists at all costs, it comes with all that is good.

JMU application has put me on the fall semester transfer waitlist and will not make a decision until I send my Spring Semester grades. Yet another obstacle stands in my way of my goal. The worst thing is indeed the *fear*. The fear of not getting accepted when the time comes. It has been in the back of my hair for weeks and it is not leaving...at least not until I prove it wrong... The fear of it will not leave me, not until I prove to it that I can reach my goal, which means I will work as hard as ever, this is not the end. And when that day comes, when I find my acceptance, I'll laugh right into the face of fear.